Coleman Farm
I used to write stories where two people burned at the end.
In these stories two people were in love and wore old leather,
smelled something like metal and oil, and pulled a red wagon
containing incendiaries they would throw at houses and
at the end the two would burn. The last time I drove past
Coleman Farm I saw the bulldozed pasture freckled
with eleven homes in the style of the new New England
colonial, and the mountain of gravel beginning to bloom
beside the street sign labeled “Monarch Place.” That day I noticed
a playground set behind “The Montgomery” so in this story
the female remembers the grazing bulls and sees herself
in the house making crêpes suzettes on Sunday mornings.
I used to write stories where two people burned at the end
but recently I heard that when an atom bomb is detonated
everything within five hundred square kilometers that is able to burn
begins burning (i.e. plastic, wood, skin). This part is called the “thermal pulse” and
it says what I wanted to when I killed those two kids. I also heard
the earth will ripple like water and the rain will be black so
in this story the bomb is detonated. Because bodies and homes
when evaporated don’t glow hieroglyphic or paint a copper landscape,
I won’t use the word “sanguine,” but at the end of this story there's a moment
after that tsunami of light and before the shockwave, a moment of blindness
that looks like “us” and “them,” in which two people reach for the other's hand.