Invective Against Sparrow
In the natural foods store
Sparrow selects sprouted almonds
and the organic spinach, saying:
“This is my authentic human
experience.” Sparrow scans
the chip in her debit card against
the reader, totally servile.
On the way home, men
gaze longingly into the white
expanse of her. One
could say she’s been meditating
on passion. She occupies herself
with other tedious things (the gradation
of light, the moon) as to not summon
the words, for tomorrow she might
go to the page and find them
changed, lacking what she thought
was thrust inside there. It got dark
under the bridge. She could only see
highlights on the water, almost colliding
with the man. The two grunted,
accommodated the other and
forgot this. Sparrow did not surrender
unwillingly. At night she exfoliates
her feet, slapping the wooden
file against her heel,
producing a cloud of white
dust like chalk off an eraser.
Sparrow also thought, “Is everyone
really deserving of affection?”
She named a few people
she didn’t like and hoped
they would never be touched
or loved. Sparrow nearly tore
apart her many volumes.
When she found the missing note
its script was slant, the text
couldn’t be read, grasping onto only:
“Sometimes sooner given…
pieces hungry linger…
a sparrow’s pink mouth.”
She stayed there long enough
to forget what she was looking for—
the words “wind” and “field”—and when
she realized she stayed there.