Lecture Notes

Oftentimes, a silver thread,
in space before you, floats— 
The even line wavers, a simmering 
horizon—How smooth the thread
passes through the hands, how 
not-burning the friction of contact—
You think, were you to grasp it, the thread 
would thrash a sudden impossible 
weight, throw you to the filthy 
ground like a piece of a refuse— a receipt, 
a toothpick, a—I don’t know—a pen—
Better then, to not clutch the silver 
but go on gazing the pleasant 
gleam like a glass of wine—Better then, 
you think, to gaze the pleasant with a glass
of drinking wine—While you’re away, pilfering 
the cabinets of the local, the thread performs
fantastical convolutions of knots, its silver 
gathers into silver bulbs resembling 
cuts of meat or fruit you'll never taste, nor
the yet more toothsome discrete unbraiding—Returning
with wine, the thread is exchanging
kind farewells with someone else
and hailing a cab, off 
to the city quarter you'll never afford—
Alone, you sip the local wine in space
where thread once was, pointedly 
un-silver—The wine is a brand 
your parents favored, its cloying thickness 
evokes childhood—mother, father, a house
in country with its beguiling wood, 
a climate, a century, the trouble stirred up
by psychoanalysts, life unburdened by silver
braids of change—and little else—